Missing

DID YOU GUYS SEE THIS?!

[15:44]*Cee has joined
[15:45] Cee: GUYS. I MISS YOU.
[15:45] Cee: I MISS THERE ALWAYS BEING SOME SORT OF RANDOM SHIT IN THE CHAT BACKLOG WHENEVER I LOG ON.
[15:45] Cee: FROM SOME WEIRD CONVERSATION.
[15:46] Cee: THAT NO ONE BUT US COULD UNDERSTAND>
[15:46] Cee: I MISS OUR IN JOKES.
[15:46] Cee: I MISS LAUGHING MY ASS OFF EVERY TIME I TALK TO YOU.
[15:46] Cee: I MISS THE NOVELS AND THE CHARACTERS AND TALKING ABOUT ALL OF IT LIKE IT /THEY ARE REAL.
[15:47] Cee: BECAUSE TO US THEY TOTALLY ARE.
[15:47] Cee: I
[15:47] Cee: MISS
[15:47] Cee: YOU.
[15:48] Cee: I miss our crazy family.
[15:48] Cee: We are a family.
[15:50]*Cee has left

...I started crying.

I miss us, too.

I miss you, Clairebear.

Sparkle

Guys.

Please don't freak out when I tell you something.

Just.

Promise you'll always be my friends.

Do you promise?

Pinky promise?

Okay.

*deep breath*

I sparkle.

afheilafheailr it is so RIDICULOUS. Seriously. The new lotion my mom gave me works really well, but when I went out today, I SPARKLED. NOT ON, MATE.

And it's ONLY in sunlight that I sparkle. What. The. Deuces.

In addition, I have Transylvanian blood in me, am dark-haired, a klutz, and oh, guess what, my parents were thinking of naming me Isabella when I was born.

.__________________________.

Remember. You promised to still be my friends.

Fireflies

After a long day of school, I spent some time outside and catching fireflies. One of my all-time favourite things to do during summer.

'Course I always let them go after catching them. I love watching them go to the ends of my fingertips, spread their wings, and fly into the sky.

<3

Every Sparrow That Falls...

Today is a very sad day.

I watched a baby bird die today. It was very suck-ish and depressing.

See, my mom has been shooing away the birds from making a nest on our front step column thing and then she went under the deck today and found ANOTHER nest. So she knocked it down.

And out tumbled three little baby birds. Two were still breathing and moving, but one was dead. My dad put the other two back in the nest and put the nest back up, but he doesn't think they'll live.

We buried the other bird. I cried a lot.

I don't want to see another egg for a very long time.

Camp

Okay, first of all, regarding the last post I made:

I DID NOT SLEEP WITH A GUY OKAY?

"It" is the name of a teddy bear that Sare gave me. We think he's male. Not too sure. That's why his name is "It". That, and we like confusing people. NOT IN THIS WAY, THOUGH.

Just wanted to straighten that out before MORE people ask me.

Anyways, it's Friday. Well, technically saturday morning. I'm at the stage where I promise I won't procrastinate next year, but we all know how well THAT turns out. So. Just going to work my butt off to complete as much as I can as fast as I can.

Taylor and Sare wrote me letters for camp. I am so psyched to read them. Annie's sending me an email every day. So psyched to read that when I get back! I mean, I'm just psyched in general for camp. It's gotta be epic this year since we're having a Bavarian Cream reunion, woooooo!! Except the theme of hillbillys is kind lame compared to Dunkin Donuts vs. Starbucks.

I still love all the cheers, though. Like:

WE. ARE. BIG. RED R-E-D AND YOU'RE NOT
N-O-T- SO GO HOME
H-O-M-E-H-O-M-E GO HOME!

/personal favourite

Anyways. School. Right. On it.

The Morning After

I lost It.

This upsets me very much. I don't know how I lost It, but I did somehow. Seriously, I slept with him two nights ago and when I woke, It wasn't there! It's ridiculous! I stripped my bed of the sheets, looked under the bed, looked in the space between the headboard and my bed, looked amongst my other stuffed animals, I even looked in my bathroom. This is very much not okay.

Especially since I made a promise to take It to camp with me. I need to find It. Soon.

Reappearance

After disappearing for months, Kyle has reappeared on the scene.

No idea how long he's staying this time.

Trying to convince myself I don't still love like him.

Dangit.